Drawing Pears

Posted on: October 31st, 2015 by jmbroekman 4 Comments
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Which turns out to be deceptively difficult to do.

Pears may not look like much, but capturing the twists and turns and bumps and crevices is definitely giving me a run for it. Today marks the halfway point in my 120 days/120 drawings project. Watching the trajectory of the work is starting to be interesting. So too, observing the season as it changes. In the beginning of this project (2 months ago), I picked up a bunch of sunflowers at the market, and spent a week or two drawing/painting them; then there was another batch of farmer’s market mystery flowers, which did not hold my attention in quite the same way as the sunflowers; and now there are the apples and pears falling from the trees on my once rural road.

Drawing on a daily basis has always been a form of meditation for me; I crave the quiet of paying attention to whatever is in front of me, whatever marks I happen to be making. And, I have often challenged myself to make a drawing a day. Usually, though I limit it as a requirement to one month at a time. I wondered, would longer than a month make it a habit to which I became addicted? It is definitely a habit, and I do feel the tug to get to it as if it is a necessity, though I also still feel a certain amount of pressure until I actually pick up the pencil. I had hoped it would get easier.

I have always secretly hoped that drawing in general would get easier. It’s never been something that comes naturally to me. I struggle to “get it right”. Still. I’m working hard on giving up on the idea of rightness.

I saw a quote someone posted on FB this morning that struck me: it was about making art in general, and how when he was young, Bruce Nauman, assumed that art was something he’d learn how to do and then do it. But then at some point he realized:

“Basically, I would have to start over every day and figure out what art was gonna be.”

Yup. Just like I have to figure out how to draw every time I pick up a tool.Some of the sunflower “drawings” are posted on my Instagram account. Yes, I finally broke down and signed up for yet another of those seemingly silly social network thing-a-ma-jigs. I resisted for a long time, but I must admit, it is kind of fun; and though it is easier to update than this blog, I think spending time thinking about what I do, and why, and sharing that with whomever is interested has it’s merits. So, I will continue to update in both places. If you have already signed up for Instagram, you can follow me: j.broekman. If you haven’t signed up, and you have a smart phone or a tablet, just download the app, and sign up. it’s a visual feast; or another time suck, depending on how you look at it.

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4 Responses

  1. Lori says:

    Beautiful drawings Jessyca!

    Happy fall……I hope you are enjoying some late harvest ๐Ÿ™‚

    • jmbroekman says:

      Thanks, Lori … our gardens are mostly put to bed, though we still have lettuce and kale! It has been a beautiful Autumn. I hope you, too, are enjoying all the fruits of your labors!

  2. anne garland says:

    excellent Jessyca, love what you are doing and to read what you say about your process, challenges, and the significance of the drawings.